My Support Forums - View Single Post - Bipolar Check-In Thread #51

bpcyclist · Oct 06, 2020, 04:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Sapien

Possible trigger:

I don't want to do this anymore. Every little thing is some ENORMOUS trigger for me, and I can't take it anymore. I called my friend because I'm in CRISIS but all I got was "that girl really f'ked you over. Call a crisis line." And then I called my mom and all she said was "obviously something's not working, see you later." And I'm legit hallucinating the police are here I can hear the sirens and their voices but they're just yelling at me this isn't what they did last time.
I want to die...and no, I'm not calling the crisis line because they'll just send the actual police there and hospitalize me where I'll calm down for a week, come home, and deal with all this **** all over again.

You have an illness! A couple, likely. You need assistance or you will die. We do not wish that. There is help. People will love you and help you. They will help you quit using. I did it many have done it. Please make a gd choice. Choose life. Let your loving creator take you in her arms and help you.

Are you done using. Are you? Call the crisis line .ask for help. Tell the truth. You are a good person you are sick. Like me. Hugs!