Maybe I ''Should'' be doing something more productive with my time. A doctor told me I am ''pissing away my life''.... She was someone I liked, not a doctor irl and not anyone on pc. (she didn't actually know me... not many do...) that's not the worst thing I was told. At least that implied I am ''capable'' of change

Why am I so ''weak''.... that I sometimes ''let'' mean, ill thought out words bother me

I do not feel like being kind to the bear.

I feel like