Dear T,
Also, I'm looking at other T's. In case you can't properly manage helping me pull back and deal with the attachment and dependence. Because I didn't feel too confident about that after today. Maybe I will need to consult with someone, even for just a session or two. I don't know. Maybe I wait to see how things go on Friday, what you say about thoughts about how to help me be less dependent. Just...worried. And the fact that you suggested the stuff with ex-MC was because I held onto him too tightly? Like it was on me, not him? That also bothers me....
Love,

--LT