Dear T,
I keep starting to write you an email, either actual typing or just in my head, but I'm not sure what to say. The more I think about some stuff you said, the more it bothers me. Like the thing about ex-MC, for one. But I feel it's stuff that we need to talk though, that shouldn't be handled over email.


But also today is a difficult anniversary for me (of course, you'd probably say the thing about how I only remember negative anniversaries). And one of my usual supports won't be available. So part of me wants some sort of contact with you. I sort of wish I'd just left today's appointment instead of moving it a day early.


But I don't really know what to say or what to ask for. So, I suppose I won't say anything at all...
Love,
LT