So today Im having all these different type of emotions I feel frustrated, alone, I cry and I laugh. Its like Im anxious 😦 and I dont know what to do and I try to keep my self busy and my husband ignores me dose. It want to talk to me so I resent my baby girl because its his daughter and I cry until I cant no more and I hug my baby girl because I know its not her fault. But he calls me because he doesnt have money for lunch so he sweet talks to me to transfer him money and then he says hell text me but he doesnt and all these emotions and feeling come down on me at once, I get shaky and dont know what to do so I work our until my frustration is some what calmed down trying to control all my emotions. What can I do? Dose this happen to anyone else?
|