I get it, i do. But i dont. He WAS THERE for you all those times. How can you say now that he wasnt, or that those times didnt count? You cant eat your cake and NOT have it too! No wait - i guess you can, i guess thats the problem? You ate the cake, you even got fat, but now youre complaining that the cake might go away, so THATS what makes the cake you already ate no good? You cant change your mind about past cake!

There is still a lot of cake on the table. From a baker you know. Isnt there? Its like youre throwing the baby out with the bath water. Sorry to mix metaphors. Why do you PRESUME you will need MORE cake?

If somebody gave you a glass of water, they arent beholden to give you a glass of water forever. They got you over a hump with one glass of water. I dont understand this talk (not just you) of now this thing that was formerly given by the t will stop and the patient will die of pain without it. It was one glass of water. No commitment from the t. Just a LESSON. A gift. Take it! Use it!