I slept most of the day because I just felt like crap. I only got up for meetings. Not knowing what is wrong health wise and it feels like we are not doing anything about it because no one knows. They lowered my clozapine because they thought that might be making me tired. But now I have trouble falling asleep. I have been using klonopin to try and help. My anxiety is so bad my pdoc gave me permission to double my klonopin. They have taken away or lowered my psych meds so now depression is roaring back. I was in tears today because of all the unknowns. I wish there was a crystal ball to tell me what is wrong. All my doctor keeps saying when we get labs back is “at least we know it is not just all in your head”.
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