I’m sorry you had to end the session like that, it’s not what I wanted...you do know that don’t you? I was so stuck in the little part, she wouldn’t let me speak to you....I couldn’t convince her it was safe. You know this has been my big fear about video calls and now it’s happened. When I eventually came out of that state I looked at the screen and it said your name and that you’d ended the meeting. I know we talked about me ending the calls so I don’t feel abandoned, I wonder how hard it was for you to do that....I know the last time it happened you said it was hard, was it harder being able to see me frozen there hiding like a small child? I’m sorry. I so badly want to be able to make this work. I don’t know what to do.