Trying to breathe..trying. I just feel so scatterd and jumbled. One minute I'm happy the next I'm angry and irratible. I can't control anything..and I hate it. I have been really bad about SI. I have alot here in the past three days. My thoughts just race about and I can't keep up. I'm so drained for energy..so tired...I don't know what to do except to keep trying to catch my breathe. I feel so lost and helpless.