I try but fail.
I just spoke with a really great best friend that moved away from here. She lives in nashvile TN. I got to talk to her last night for about 40 minutes. I hardly remember half the conversation because of my mental problems. I see a female neurologist soon. I would like an MRI of my brain to see if there is something medically, for my poor memory loss.... brain. Jeff thinks it is from years of meds. I used to be able to do things for myself....now I depend on jeff.
I work for myself and tried to be better friends with jenny but she did not want to be friends., She would not call me back and I kept texting her....I ran into her at an assisted living place and we hugged and I told her that I thought she had blocked me. She said that she did not know how to do that.
anyway,
I have made a friend, male, at sandras health food cafe. I have met a couple of his friends too.
I have made a friend with my old sponsor from AA.
I speak with her every week or so. try to get together every once in a while. but she is old enough to be my mother. and has dementia. But she is my friend and I care for her. Jeff doesn't like her at all. So that is 2 friends but not really close. Thank goodness I have jeff in my life.
Paula was someone part of the lunch bunch that we ate together for a few years at sandras. I try to see her more often she is very busy so I don't get to see her very often. She was a really good friendI have tried to be friends with her but she is bad about calling back.etc.
Sorry that I tramppled all over this thread post.
I guess I should have said no I don't get enough support.
I can't follow along here, my memories don't make the cut.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day
haldol 2x a day
cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
fish oil coq10
multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine
Remeron at night,
zyprexa,
requip2-4mg
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