I'm really freaked from having to go to the courthouse for the order of protection today. I went with an officer from the local police department who walked me through everything. The order was granted and now since we are both homeless, I have to call 9-1-1 when I see him and have the responding officer serve him the papers. That freaks me, too. This is all new to me. Legal stuff scares me even if I am fine. He is the one harassing and stalking ME. Still, it's scary and freaky, and I hate this! I like having the protection of a court order for him to stay away from me and leave me and my car, etc, alone, but hate this all having to be done. I know, if he had just listened to me when I said to leave me alone and don't talk to me. But his response was that he never agreed to that. I couldn't take it anymore.