(((((((((Roz))))))))) you can't expect your mind and body to stop reacting the way it has for months now just because he is not there anymore.

I would never tell you to "grow-up" because you don't need to grow up, you just really need help with dealing with your fear. I know how it feels to have that fear paralyze you at times and it isn't any fun.

I am here for you, my friend.....



BJ