Thank you LT! I'm glad your situation/conversation with Dr. T went well.

I asked L yesterday if we could hold hands while she reads it. So I can feel she still accepts me. (We will hand sanitize, wear masks, and face the same direction to make it safer.) If I look at my history with her and remember our conversation yesterday preparing for it, I think it should go well. I'm just nervous because I've never shared this stuff with others, and there's a lot of things I regret. I also included a bunch of questions at the end: questions about how she feels/reacted, questions about sex, and personal questions for her. I don't want all of them answered Tuesday, but one day...