I increased my clozapine I hope it works quickly on the SI. I am starting to feel like it is all in my head but my dr keeps telling me it isn’t. I see her Tuesday and am afraid she will want me in the hospital. I can’t go again. I have no leave from my last trips to the hospital. Only been on this job for 8 months. I went on leave after just working 11 days. And I have been out 2 more times after that. Can’t use FMLA yet. I feel stuck.