My mom got me this pain relief gel with litacaine Friday afternoon. Man does it make a difference. With that on I can’t even feel the tubes. And it lasts hours. Once it wears off I can for sure feel them though. Yesterday was really good though. My mom and brother and I watched a number of episodes of Breaking Amish season 3 and they are never interested in the stuff I watch but we were all really involved in it all day. I’m still only eating like 900 calories but I think it may be because I stopped my visteral which may have been causing hunger. Tomorrow I’m going to go pickup some stuff from the far grocery store I think I’ll be ok if I take the pain meds.