I miss remembering dreams, I feel like it's been quite awhile since I have, although in reality it probably hasn't been all that long. I'm just used to remembering them a lot more. It's been such a big part of my therapy up til now, working with my dreams and now it's not anymore. I'm rather grieving the loss of how therapy used to be, tbh. But I think that L and I both needed things to change. I know for sure that I did. Otherwise I'd never ever leave.