I'm starting to cycle more rapidly. A few days ago, I spent hundreds of dollars online and have all these different packages coming of who knows what. My energy level was elevated.. Now, I feel my self starting to crash. A few weeks ago, I was threatened with a write up at work. I was more on the manicky side back then. Now, I'm losing ground and feel like I'm crashing. My energy level is so low today, and I seriously don't know how I'm going to keep up with my responsibilities and obligations this week. It's really overwhelming and makes me feel like a failure. I have been debating for the past few hours whether to take a Klonopin, but sometimes when I take it at night, I feel fatigued the next day. The last thing I need is to feel tired tomorrow. I'm basically sitting staring into space, don't really feel like doing anything. A movie would take too much effort to pay attention to, so I'm just doing mindless stuff online at the very most.