I am gobsmacked! Omg, girl! What I would not give to be able to wrap my arms around you and find a way to comfort you. Have you had a good gut wrenching cry about all of this? As painful as that sounds, it does help.

On your venting, do you have someone you can vent to who will just listen and comfort you? Honeybunny!! You have the right to vent!! This is crushing stress!


I see you handling this amazingly well, but you still need to vent the unspoken feelings, if you want to. This is up to you, babes, I am not wanting to push you. I am hoping to encourage you. And I will respect your choices, always. You do what you think is best for you, babes.


Lot of warm hugs and kisses to you, Sweetpea! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox