I've been having difficulties with impulsivity on the job lately, and it's leading to not the best decisions. I really hate the impulsive side of me. It's really self-damaging and makes me feel really bad about myself. I always worry about the long-term effects and if something is going to haunt me. It's really hard working when dealing with these Bipolar symptoms, and some days I want to give up. I was very close to resigning the other day, but I'm trying to push through until I can't anymore. I did take a few days off next week, so that will give me the opportunity to have a mental health day to myself. I had to take a klonopin (PRN) today, because I feel really nervous about my decisions and if the worst is going to happen. A few hours to go until the work day is over with.