Well... there may be more truth than poetry, as the saying goes, to your reply. Gender dysphoria is something I've struggled with my entire life. And it just never goes away. As I have heard it said: "If you're trans, you're trans for life. It never goes away." So perhaps today's name was a message from non-conscious areas of my brain that the gender dysphoric part of my psyche wants to go shopping? (And not in the men's department either.)