This is one of the most difficult things - especially now that I think he is catching on to things. He has gone into be nice, charming mode. I can see how easy it would be to give in, but I seriously cannot go through this again because i know that in 2, 4, 6 months I will be back in this same place.

I did already setup a new bank account and have switched my direct deposit which on its own was nerve wrecking. Sigh.

Now that he's being slightly nicer - I find myself doubting and thinking - well maybe i was just overreacting. I probably just need to re-read my journal entries. This is enough to make a person insane.