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Default Oct 12, 2020 at 08:23 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Amyjay View Post
I don't know that our front ones have "integrated" but it sure feels like we are in process of integrating. Time seems so long these days. Weekends go on forever instead of disappearing in a blink. We are often very self-confused... when we talk about another front one in therapy we get confused about saying "her" or "she" as it feels like self. We now often feel like we don't know who we are, whereas we used to be quite certain of our individual selves, and each knew quite well what was our individual "me" and what was "other". Our memories are mushed - what used to belonged to "other" now feels like mine.
It's all very weird and slow and confusing.
I can relate to what you're saying.

I could especially relate to you saying time seems so slow. After I reached full integration I told my T that I felt bored and had to find ways to pass the time. Before integration I always felt like I was chasing time but could never quite catch up to it.

I understand your confusion,Hang in there.
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