It’s ok to grieve what you have lost. I don’t think it sounds silly or anything.

I have a similar feeling about a place that I used to go before Covid. I was wondering if it might not be just the place I am grieving for, but how everything used to be? I feel like I lost the world that I struggled so hard to be in, with no warning and no alternative plan. We are still in the transitional phase too with no idea how things are going to turn out, and it certainly doesn’t look like anything will be as it was before.

I don’t even feel like the same person as I did at the start of 2020....I don’t know who I am now. I hope you get your safe space wherever it may be, we all need somewhere like that!