I have been wanting to bring this up in therapy for a while now. Basically I want to bring up this youtuber and fitness influencer 'Stephanie Buttermore', obviously I don't know if my T have any knowledge of her or not, she might she might not I don't know. I guess its kind of relevant to me as I have followed Stephanie's all in journey and that's always been where I want to be in terms of recovering from an eating disorder, and allowing myself to settle where I need to be.

I feel like it's a bit weird just say oh I saw this on like a youtuber documenting a journey or something like that. I mean it's normal if my T doesn't know her, but I mean it's a little bit awkward too if she does I don't know.

is it rude to kind start by saying like 'have you heard of this youtuber called 'Stephanie Buttermore' or something like that?