I am in that in between place where one med is wearing off and the other hasn’t picked up yet.
I am getting used to this place with the number of med changes I have had in the last year.
This time is different though because I am begrudgingly taking my med, just waiting for the plethora of side effects to creep on in.
In the meantime, I go to the depressive place and hope the SI doesn’t get too bad. There isn’t much yet, but those thoughts flicker in at random moments, a lot like a bug lamp in July.

I am trudging forth.