I emphasised that bit now on the 6000 USD given by him to that woman who was a loose friend.

I plain just feel like I somehow made myself invisible in this relationship and that's somehow what's causing all this absurd situation now where *over 3 million USD* isn't enough to give 25K for a mentally ill SO after more than a full decade of being together

And I don't wanna any posts here that try to make me even more invisible THANKS