Yeah, I have issues with teletherapy too. In general I feel like covid screwed up therapy pretty badly in that I'm no longer able to believe that they really care at all. It's made it very clear that mental health professionals are only there as long as it suits them. All their "empathy" just feels fraudulent to me now and I feel cheap telling my feelings to someone who doesn't genuinely give a damn. I guess it was always that way to begin with but I didn't fully realize it until they dropped me like a rock when covid started.