Hi All, I have been out of work for a long time. Laid off and unable to find work. I have found out that I can't stand due to arthritis in hips so bad so that rules out lots of jobs. I am not a puter whiz no matter how many classes I take.
The problem is the last few days I just can't seem to muster up anything to do anything. I start out looking in the paper and just give up. I try to do something in my house and can't even finish it.
It's like I see the end of the road and that in time when I run out of money I will fall off at the end and here I sit now like a lump.
I have no one, no one to turn to no one to advise me nothing. My friends here are wealthy and just say you will find something and the thing is I am not. I am older and everyone I knew in any business is retired now. God I just never expected to be here and now I feel I am hiding in my home or something.
I don't have insurance because I did that a few years ago and the money just isn't there for Cobra again.
I kid about being a bag lady and yet it is so real. And at the same time I can't qualify for any help because I have money still in the bank. I feel stuck and helpless and worthless.All the thins I don't need to feel now. I am usually a positive person but this has just done me in I think. I don't think anyone can help my situation but can anyone help me to be more productive and not like I have been the last two days? Thanks Dusty
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