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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
I am so sorry. I hallucinate a lot. You are doing a great job. Why do you object to 400 mg, which may help voices a ton? Why not call the crisis line? Why would asking for support lead police to you? Are you a danger to self now? Are you suicidal? No shame in it. Tried twice , maybe three times, in fact. I am here. We are here. Breathe. Breate.
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I am taking the 400mg, she wanted me to take an extra 100mg (making it 500) around 1pm but I don't think it's necessary, won't remember it most of the time, and already have pretty bad side effects (weight gain, akathisia, sleepiness). Every time I've called the crisis line in the past they just talk to me and then when I say "hey, why are the police here?" Tthen they hang up and I *really* start freakingout. . I'm not suicidal right now but urges come up frequently espeially when I'm switching selves/realities. Gotta do good on my tests