I'm not feeling so good. Who does, right?

Since a kid, my parents never said one encouraging word, not one. Always negative, even before situation goes bad. Always I do something wrong. Their viewpoint is, if I'm doing great, there's nothing needed to be said. *eyes roll - how about being supportive and reassuring!

How I hate talking to them. But, I've no one to talk to. So I go back now and then. And ending up in argument. Such a vicious cycle, and so bad for my health.

People say, oh you should treasure your "loved ones" do not take them for grant. One day you'll lose them blah blah blah.

I'm so sick and tired of the whole world. So sick and tired of people get along with other people, and all the people in general.

Tell me, anyone feeling the same? Similar? This whole pandemic thing is pulling me down.