I’m kind of nervous so I can’t really sleep. I’ve lost about 12 pounds since the 5th. I’m not sure how much of that is as a result of the surgery itself and how much of it is other factors. I had been going to Starbucks and Sonic everyday and getting a huge iced coffee. But since I had that high heart rate scare I’ve stopped drinking coffee and Mountain Dew and I’m just drinking diet caffeine free stuff or maybe just one Pepsi every once in awhile. Ive also stopped my visteril so my hunger is down and I’m not eating fast food everyday either. But there is some slight unhealthy ED behavior going on I think too. I know I can just lie to my therapist but I’m not sure that’s a good idea.