I got too drunk last night and made a huge stink and scene. I feel pushed over the edge.

He pretty much had gone into another rage on Sat morning. I had therapy yesterday, and a lot of my trust issues came up. I stewed all day over the mistrust I feel towards my husband, got way too drunk, then decided to end things with him.

Today is a different story. I am very hungover and am uncertain of what I've decided.