The session was weird today. It was at 9:30 which is a weird time for me to do any appointment let alone a therapy one. I talked about wanting to go to the hospital just because it was like a sensory thing because of my discomfort and from surgery and not being able to use the weighted blanket. And I said I bought a weighted vest and an oral chew thing online. She thought that was great and anything I could do to get sensory relief was good. I got a bit shaky about 12 minutes in so I had to put the phone down to grab a bottle of cranberry juice. So I was doing the session while drinking a big bottle of juice. She was all like “sometimes it’s nice not to need a glass” and I said “this is my cranberry juice and I’m the only one who drinks it” and then she said “if we need to stop the session we can” and I said I was fine. We talked about the surgery and my expectations I think she was a bit grossed out when I said I think my graft is falling off. But she didn’t say anything. Just the whole “control what you can” stuff. Then my brother came down the stairs and I had to pause things for 5 minutes. I said my mom cleaned my room while I was down here recovering but I was able to put stuff in a duffel bag. But she said she probably wasn’t looking through a duffel bag and if she didn’t say anything then I’m fine. We are doing the second in person session on the 29. That will be the last one this year.