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Old Oct 15, 2020, 11:03 AM
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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25 View Post
I don’t know. I’ve moved pretty quickly into anger, esp at my brother and SIL for just taking the news and never calling/texting to say anything else. AnD of course I can guarantee 100% that they’ll just go to her grandma’s house tonight like they do every Thursday night instead of spending any time with us bc they’re assholes and don’t care about this side of the family.

I don’t know what to do really, I can’t call anyone. I dont have any friends. Clearly my brother and SIL are just going to ignore the situation. Or at least ignore us. I’m fluttering around just like not knowing what to do with myself.

My grandma is now alone and doesn’t eat very much anyway so it’s pointless to make her a meal, unless I make her something freezable and small. I’ve been meaning to make lasagna so maybe I’ll make one for my family and take her a couple of portions.

I think I’m going to go to work tomorrow just so I have something to do. That’s kinda what I did when my late husband passed away, I went back to work within a couple of weeks bc I couldn’t sit around and just think about things. Gotta keep distracted, keep the thoughts/emotions away. If my student were in person I most definitely would not but since he will be virtual tomorrow I suppose it will be fine.

Man I could use some nicotine right now! I’ve been off for a weekish. I absolutely do not want a cigarette, they are so gross. But even if I do order pods they won’t come in for a few days so idk if it’s even worth it. I’ll think more about it.
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