Hello Bethanyrose. I believe this is the first of your posts I've replied to. Welcome to Psych Central.

I don't think there is anything I can offer in the way of personal advice. However here are links to 6 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that (hopefully) may be of some help:

The 40 Do's and Don'ts During a Divorce | The Exhausted Woman

What to Do When You Feel Lost After Divorce

Shocked that Your Spouse Left? Here's the Secret to Recovery

7 Ways to Beat Depression After a Divorce

How To Deal With Depression After Divorce: 5 Actionable Tips

https://psychcentral.com/lib/extremi...se-of-divorce/

I hope you're finding PC to be of benefit.