When I had my psychotic break, it was tied to some abuse I went through in my 20s. I was in an organization that I'm not going to name but I was very abused there. My delusion was about ppl from this organization drugging and raping ppl in every business. Pretty much everywhere. I also didn't sleep or eat for 5 days. I had to be hospitalized and was given sedatives and antipsychotics. I was in the hospital for about three weeks. It was very scary. I was diagnosed bp 1. That was my first manic episode, (started off in a hypomania and went into a manic episode and then psychotic break.) I had had hypomania since I was like 20. But didn't want to be treated for it bc my winter depressions were so severe. I loved my hypomanias. I still miss them...

I sometimes I go into some of that thinking. But no I've never had a delusion that strong since.