Well since I've been so whiney and complainy lately, I thought I would post with some good news. For a while I've been wanting to cut, but I've been depressed enough that I didn't feel like I had the energy to even do that. Yesterday I was feeling that way.

Today I realized that I had the energy, but didn't feel like cutting!

I seriously have NO desire! It's been a LONG time since I could honestly feel like I'd rather not cut. It isn't even the feeling of fighting urges- there is NO URGE!

And I find that pretty incredible. I've needed something to get excited about!

Angela