Hey, Mana. So very sorry you are struggling. I have pretty profound bp 1. I am no longer able to identify when I enter hypomania. I become excited and euphoric and am soon gone. I check in here a few times daily at least and my beloved pals say: "Dude. You are getting manic. Again." Very helpful to me

So. You are manic now. Sleep. Racing. Confusion. Agitation. Dysphoria. Mania.

Mania is a psychiatric emergency. If not treated immediately, inappropriate emails, running naked down Broadway, punching or stabbing someone, and other unpredictable and dangerous outcomes may be likely. Jail, state hospital do result.

It must be treated pharmacologically now. Are you capable of helping yourself w this today? Let us know.

I support reentering therapy. Let us know how we can support you further.

Hugs!