Also, I keep wondering if not answering my text from Tuesday is some sort of test. It wasn't an important text, but you've never failed to respond since that time I asked you a question and you ignored me and we had a rupture. So it's just odd. Maybe you saw it when you were busy and forgot to respond. I do that sometimes. Most of me, maybe 85-90%, is not bothered by the lack of response. But the remaining 10-15% is... I'm not sure. Maybe insecure? I notice that I feel like being dramatic towards you and flinging accusations about how you don't care about me. I don't want this impulse to be about the lack of response, but I'd really have to bury my head in the sand to claim it's entirely unrelated.
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-David Gerrold
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