(((((bipolar bear)))))
(((((Christina)))))
(((((Silversparrow)))))
(((((Fuzzy)))))

Thanks for all the support.

I think a lot of things have been coming to a head lately. For a few days I've been feeling extremely frustrated, my dad giving me the silent treatment for 2 days, and then this paranoia and panic. My emotions just seem crazy lately.

I'm trying to be ok...it's just hard when you really don't have anyone to turn to. I mean I have you guys but sometimes you're too emotional to be online...you just have to go do something physical. I did go for a walk after I posted this...I went and got the mail. That's a 10 minute walk to the mailbox and back to the house. So the air did me good but it was chilly. So I think the crisp air and the exercise did me good...or maybe it was just the fact that I cut (cutting and getting out and doing something physical has the same effect on me--clears my head).