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Old Oct 16, 2020, 03:18 PM
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Originally Posted by Turtle_Rider View Post
I am sunk down so low again. And that's because of the old same reason.
I should've worked harder today. Tomorrow is a deadline of a project. But I have no motivation to work. I spent half of the work time laying on bed, thinking. I am wishing to make a move or change, but there is nothing I could do. It is beyond my control. All I can do is waiting. But what if my chance have ended by now?
she said she had ''given me A LOT OF CHances

the primary caregiver. she would not budge from always blaming me

she had a LOT of support to always blame me

all the FOO engaged in that gaslighting of the fuzzy bear cub, they ''always'' blamed the fuzzy cub

and could not perceive the truth

of someone who was young and was not them

malignant narcissists

i was told i am ''damaged''

ok so

maybe i was ''born defective''



i hope you can be kinder to self

than she was to the fuzzy bear cub
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