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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
Hey, Mana. So very sorry you are struggling. I have pretty profound bp 1. I am no longer able to identify when I enter hypomania. I become excited and euphoric and am soon gone. I check in here a few times daily at least and my beloved pals say: "Dude. You are getting manic. Again." Very helpful to me
So. You are manic now. Sleep. Racing. Confusion. Agitation. Dysphoria. Mania.
Mania is a psychiatric emergency. If not treated immediately, inappropriate emails, running naked down Broadway, punching or stabbing someone, and other unpredictable and dangerous outcomes may be likely. Jail, state hospital do result.
It must be treated pharmacologically now. Are you capable of helping yourself w this today? Let us know.
I support reentering therapy. Let us know how we can support you further.
Hugs!
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Thank you for your response, kind of a wake up call and the weird part of this all is in the back of my mind I know the right thing to do, I do not know why I feel this way. I truly do not want to go into another manic episode, ruin my life when it was just starting to come back together Especially after completely sabotaging myself in the beginning of the year. I have the medication its just the step of taking it. I have been taking my mood stabilizer (minus maybe a few here and there lately) all the while and I feel like things should not be growing this out of control again. Whats the point of taking it if it does not stop it from happening anyway? Needless to say I will take all my meds tonight allow myself to be knocked out. I have an appointment on Monday, face the music. Do what needs to be done.