hi jazz yeah sometimes things are said that maybe shouldnt have been and yeah apologizing sooner might of helped but then again after you stopped talking to him you dont know what has been going on in his life but either way it is not your fault and you should not blame or regret the things you have done or said we all make some good and bad choices in life it is one of those things that kinda sucks in the long run i have been through hell and back if only people knew i am sorry tht you have lost a friend in life i wish you the best of luck and hope things go well further down the road