death is part of life some day we our selfs will experience it hopefully we have by then all lived a happy life death of another is never easy i hide my tears inside like a coward i have been to many funerals in my family alone most people would cry and hug each other i hide my tears i guess cuz i am afraid to show emotion sometimes i am sorry that everyday some one lose's a loved one or a close friend it is very difficult some of us dont know how to deal with it i hope your friend will not b forgotten r.i.p