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Originally Posted by Asleval
Thank you for your response, kind of a wake up call and the weird part of this all is in the back of my mind I know the right thing to do, I do not know why I feel this way. I truly do not want to go into another manic episode, ruin my life when it was just starting to come back together Especially after completely sabotaging myself in the beginning of the year. I have the medication its just the step of taking it. I have been taking my mood stabilizer (minus maybe a few here and there lately) all the while and I feel like things should not be growing this out of control again. Whats the point of taking it if it does not stop it from happening anyway? Needless to say I will take all my meds tonight allow myself to be knocked out. I have an appointment on Monday, face the music. Do what needs to be done.
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Yeah. I hear you. I do. All of us basically without exception are in a never-ending and continuous process of tweaking and adjusting our meds. At this point, having been on more than 50 different drugs over the decades with this deal, I would be quite skeptical of the accuracy of a bp 1 diagnosis on anyone who has really longstanding euthymia on a single, static regimen
Of course. It can happen for spurts. But it just is not the nature of the bipolar illness for most of us. It is an ever-shifting set of neurobiologic circumstances.
Hang in there! You will get through this!