Well, I finally cracked and lost it the other night. I won't get into all the details, but I was inebriated and caused trouble at home. Granted, things at home have involved several problems with my husband, and I was reacting to that, but I definitely cracked.

I am not feeling my best these days. I wonder if anyone is?

A girlfriend kind of snapped at me the other day while talking about the issues I have with my husband. I know she's under great stress too, working 10 hours a day in healthcare/nursing. She didn't really snap - she sounded snippy and was short with me. I felt like I was frustrating her. I try not to burden her with my troubles and call her every few weeks or once per month and that's it.

I am worried about myself and my mental health right now. I am not faring well. I will not be drinking much going forward.