I have noticed that I cannot control my emotions, and the little things that others would brush off can set strong and uncontrollable emotions in me. Because of that, I feel others view me (and I view myself that way after I realize that those things were indeed little things) as immature, weak and silly. No matter how often I keep saying to myself I won't allow these things to bother me, and how hard I try to be prepared mentally to anticipate these things to happen in advance, I keep falling to them from time to time.
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