I just want to get under the covers and stay there. I lazed around this morning. I meant to get my car inspected as it’s a month overdue but I forgot until 11:45 and they close at noon. So I’ll try again next Saturday. I did drag myself up to clean the kitchen because I would have felt too guilty if I literally did nothing while RS worked his side job.

I’m sliding into depression for obvious reasons. I always do after a particularly stressful event. Last time it was the emergence of covid, time before that was my ****** *** job...I have figured that out at least. But still, haven’t figured out a way to change it. Just deal with the symptoms of depression as they come up.

I don’t think a med change would be beneficial. We will see how I get on but it might be ok as long as I talk to my therapist etc. I’m not sure. We shall see.