Thank you so much for bravely sharing this with us. I ha my first session with a shaman-therapist-type person last week. I do believe that, if done carefully and properly, it is quite possible for some number of us to reconnect and reintegrate in this kind of manner. Same end result, different way to get there.

I am so messed up that I apparently somehow managed to park virtually 100 percent of all emotion-related software and hardware (gray and white matter and all involved ions, molecules and voltages) at some point, creating this 6 year-old kid who for now is the emotional repository for all of it. So, when I am regular old cyclist, age 56, I cannot access those emotion databases. But the child can.