I’m not doing so great and am getting ready to tell T and p-doc. I see them Tuesday. I think I can wait until then.
The repercussions of not doing well could pull apart everything I have worked so hard for during the time I was well. Everything hinges upon my health and if I don’t have my health, I don’t know how to maintain everything else.
I need my job. I need my status as a mom and the child support it brings. If I lose either of those, I would lose my home.
I know that’s a rabbit hole of cognitive distortions but I don’t know how to get the help I think I need without blowing all of that up.